November 2008

my poor studio has become a tire grunge dust bucket. i am attempting a surgical strike at removing the filth, i have loaded up the truck with the equivalent of studio amputations that will head for some hazardous disposal unit.... Read More0

When language becomes exhausted, our freedom dwindles—we cannot think; we do not recognize danger; injustice strikes us as no more than “the way things are.” Madeleine L’Engle0

to hear a melody and set the notes down for a string quartet (to make), is to affirm meaning, despite all the ambiguities and tragedies and misunderstanding which surrounds us Madeleine L’Engle you must once and for all give up... Read More0

it’s not too hot and the sun is shining. it is a good day. i like good days.0

Some one said to me today in regards to me that i ambrave to fight my terrorthat i amforthright to fight my hypocrisy this feels right and then they asked about my rebellion and i don’t know the answer. i... Read More0

I heard the quote below and it resonated with my current condition. I have been a good vulcan, a good cyborg, i have told myself that i know, that i understand, that i am certain, that i am in control,... Read More0

Oh the view.that i loved deeply and had rich friendshipsthat i helped others find deeper meaning on their own pathsthat i was not afraid to laugh or crythat i knew joythat i was not afraid of hardship and change yes... Read More0

this is what i am working on…generating emotional capital. it cannot be generated in a day or a week. it took a long time to destabilize my accounts by the choices I’ve made or been afraid to make and now... Read More0

it swells in my soul and i can not contain it. where does it come from? where does it go? i grieve.0

i know making, writing, mentoring and loving are part of who i am. MAKING allows me to discover thingsabout my world and self that wouldotherwise remain submerged and unattainable;it brings me joy, dirt and laughter MENTORING (teaching) gets me outside... Read More0