i am a little slow, but i got it now
I am aware of what is–it was dramatically spelled out for me in silence and avoidance for six months, in documents I received this week, in the rare email and text message sent when i didn’t seem to get it. I got it. I got it. I am a little slow on the uptake, but I got it now. It was made clear that what i thought, never was. The yellow that flutters its welcome evaporates into the delusion it is.