so many options to delve into artists writings
The narrow space of “free will”
“Just do your work. And if the world needs your work it will come and get you. And if it doesn’t, do your work anyway. You can have fantasies about having control over the world, but I know I can barely control my kitchen sink. That is the grace I’m given. Because when one can control things, one is limited to one’s own vision.” — Kiki Smith
Grosz notions worth intertwining with Butlerian logic
regulating anxiety / relevance to doing artist
Daniel Ariel’s hot state and creative acts
art making as contextual other–as resolving alternate avenues of being
WHAT? Am I artist as a way to account for the ways i am unable to negotiate particular conventions in a fashion I can live with?
accounting again and again for myself – i am scholar, only sort of, it is an unreconcile fit
am I artist as a way to …
loaded gender implications — project fumble + reconsiderations
I wonder if I make Judith Butler laugh or gnash her teeth.
Ha, note how I have encoded this wonder as a binary in which Butler might find herself troubled because she neither fully fits with fits of laughter or garish gnarling and gnashing of teeth in reaction to how I flippantly bastardize her important ideas.